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I know I shouldn't feel grumpy about being tired and ill again when I was so busy yesterday, which is likely direct cause of tiredness, and I did my chores and managed to peel the spuds for dinner and have had some ideas for Forest's photo website woes, but dammit, its half ten at night and I've yet to manage my shower and just feel like a lazy, stinky person and have now got the little voice in my head trying to convince me I'd have been fine if I'd just got my workout and shower before lunch, despite the fact I was so dizzy I couldn't see straight so had to stay lying down until it was safe to move, and that I woke up unable to speak so actually, not a very well person today.

Grr.

Have been reading good books in the meantime, and was playing a bit of guitar after I nearly fainted before to try and focus the brain somewhat, and it did help, and dinner was tasty and I managed to put it on the plates even if I didn't cook, so that makes me a Good Hobbit.

Positive thinking is hiding over -----> that way, I'm sure I'll grab hold of it soon.